terrible tuesday...

Yesterday was really a busy day at work for me. Was on MC (flu, fever, cough & sore throat - all in 1 perfect package) on monday, came back to work on tuesday...loads of work to be done.

I was so blur after taking the flu medicine after my breakfast. Felt like floating in the air. Maybe due to the cough syrup & the flu medicine. But luckily, i managed to go & come back from my pj site. Actually while driving to the site, i almost knocked into the front car bumper because the front car suddenly had an emergency brake. I think my car front bumper almost touching the rear bumper of the front vehicle coz my front parking sensor sounded. scary man!

then during lunch time, i didnt eat well due to flu. Had wantan mee and had slight misunderstanding with my coleq, X. I am already blur due to the effect of the medicine, she also blur becoz too much work. Jz a small misunderstanding, but she raised her voice to me. I had a big shock, coz i dunno wat have i done wrong! I have paid her for the wantan mee, but she didnt realised that coz she also blur & jz accepted the money w/o realising that she had to pay for both of us. When we were about to leave, the wantan mee seller came to ask for money, then X jz stood there & look at me and pointed to the seller. I thought L has paid & why is she pointing to the seller?? So, i asked X, "wat isit?" X lost her patience and temper & shouted at me "wantan mee ar!". I was at point blank, wat about wantan mee??? then i told X, i have paid to u and u pay to the seller lah. She stared at me blankly and quickly paid the seller. Then she jz walked off to office quickly. I was trailing behind her, wondering what have i done wrong???

back in office, X didnt talked to me till rest of the office hour ended. I also didnt talked to her, coz i was actually quite angry of her, for shouting at me. For no reason leh. I am thinking, " i have done nothing wrong, y u have to raise ur voice to me?" but i was too lazy to go up & confront her for explaination. i was jz back from MC & was weak to argue anything. Furthermore, I understood that she was bz with her work too. Maybe the workload she's having, made her acted this way out of a sudden.

anyway, X didnt even apologised to me until today when i confronted her. I told her, that she shouldn't have shouted at me like that! I have never had any friends who is so rude to me. I think X felt regret for wat had happened yesterday, she apologised and told me that, she was also very blur yesterday & didnt even realised i have actually paid her for the wantan mee. For me, i am ok, as long as u dun repeat the same thing (raised voice to me for no reason). I will feel very pissed off. I also have my limit & never ever test out my limit. Itz like a time bomb to me actually. Now itz still under control. hehehe!!!

anyway, everyone who is working under pressure will have mood swing. I can understand that. I too have that experiences, but not until shouted to my coleq or friends for no reason la! that's too much already.

but no matter how pressurise we are, i will always remember to keep myself under control. For me, in order for me to get respect from other friends, firstly, we have to respect them. You cannot just take everything for granted & expect other ppl to always give in. Then it wont be fair for another party, right?

anyway X, i accepted your apologise & i hope this will not happen again. We need each other's help in our working scope and i hope you will treasure this friendship as much as i do. ^_^

Have a wonderful day...